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首页 Women in Love《恋爱中的女人》劳伦斯lawrence.pdf

Women in Love《恋爱中的女人》劳伦斯lawrence.pdf

Women in Love《恋爱中的女人》劳伦斯lawrenc…

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简介:本文档为《Women in Love《恋爱中的女人》劳伦斯lawrencepdf》,可适用于文学艺术领域,主题内容包含CHAPTERISISTERSUrsulaandGudrunBrangwensatonemorninginthewindowbayoftheirfa符等。

CHAPTERISISTERSUrsulaandGudrunBrangwensatonemorninginthewindowbayoftheirfather'shouseinBeldover,workingandtalkingUrsulawasstitchingapieceofbrightlycolouredembroidery,andGudrunwasdrawinguponaboardwhichsheheldonherkneeTheyweremostlysilent,talkingastheirthoughtsstrayedthroughtheirminds'Ursula,'saidGudrun,'don'tyouREALLYWANTtogetmarried'UrsulalaidherembroideryinherlapandlookedupHerfacewascalmandconsiderate'Idon'tknow,'shereplied'Itdependshowyoumean'GudrunwasslightlytakenabackShewatchedhersisterforsomemoments'Well,'shesaid,ironically,'itusuallymeansonething!Butdon'tyouthinkanyhow,you'dbe'shedarkened第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网slightly'inabetterpositionthanyouareinnow'AshadowcameoverUrsula'sface'Imight,'shesaid'ButI'mnotsure'AgainGudrunpaused,slightlyirritatedShewantedtobequitedefinite'Youdon'tthinkoneneedstheEXPERIENCEofhavingbeenmarried'sheasked'DoyouthinkitneedBEanexperience'repliedUrsula'Boundtobe,insomewayorother,'saidGudrun,coolly'Possiblyundesirable,butboundtobeanexperienceofsomesort''Notreally,'saidUrsula'Morelikelytobetheendofexperience'Gudrunsatverystill,toattendtothis'Ofcourse,'shesaid,'there'sTHATtoconsider'ThisbroughttheconversationtoacloseGudrun,almostangrily,tookupherrubberandbegantoruboutpartofherdrawingUrsulastitchedabsorbedly'Youwouldn'tconsideragoodoffer'askedGudrun'IthinkI'verejectedseveral,'saidUrsula'REALLY!'Gudrunflusheddark'ButanythingreallyworthwhileHaveyouREALLY''Athousandayear,andanawfullynicemanIlikedhimawfully,'saidUrsula'Really!Butweren'tyoufearfullytempted''Intheabstractbutnotintheconcrete,'saidUrsula'Whenitcomestothepoint,oneisn'teventemptedoh,ifIweretempted,I'dmarrylikeashotI'monlytemptedNOTto'Thefacesofbothsisterssuddenlylitupwithamusement'Isn'titanamazingthing,'criedGudrun,'howstrongthetemptationis,notto!'Theybothlaughed,lookingateachotherIntheirheartstheywerefrightenedTherewasalongpause,whilstUrsulastitchedandGudrunwentonwithhersketchThesisterswerewomen,Ursulatwentysix,andGudruntwentyfiveButbothhadtheremote,virginlookofmoderngirls,sistersofArtemisratherthanofHebeGudrunwasverybeautiful,passive,softskinned,softlimbedSheworeadressofdarkbluesilkystuff,withruchesofblueandgreenlinenlaceintheneckandsleevesandshehademeraldgreenstockingsHerlookofconfidenceanddiffidencecontrastedwithUrsula'ssensitiveexpectancyTheprovincial第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网people,intimidatedbyGudrun'sperfectsangfroidandexclusivebarenessofmanner,saidofher:'Sheisasmartwoman'ShehadjustcomebackfromLondon,whereshehadspentseveralyears,workingatanartschool,asastudent,andlivingastudiolife'Iwashopingnowforamantocomealong,'Gudrunsaid,suddenlycatchingherunderlipbetweenherteeth,andmakingastrangegrimace,halfslysmiling,halfanguishUrsulawasafraid'Soyouhavecomehome,expectinghimhere'shelaughed'Ohmydear,'criedGudrun,strident,'Iwouldn'tgooutofmywaytolookforhimButiftheredidhappentocomealongahighlyattractiveindividualofsufficientmeanswell'shetailedoffironicallyThenshelookedsearchinglyatUrsula,asiftoprobeher'Don'tyoufindyourselfgettingbored'sheaskedofhersister'Don'tyoufind,thatthingsfailtomaterialiseNOTHINGMATERIALISES!Everythingwithersinthebud''Whatwithersinthebud'askedUrsula'Oh,everythingoneselfthingsingeneral'Therewasapause,whilsteachsistervaguelyconsideredherfate'Itdoesfrightenone,'saidUrsula,andagaintherewasapause'Butdoyouhopetogetanywherebyjustmarrying''Itseemstobetheinevitablenextstep,'saidGudrunUrsulaponderedthis,withalittlebitternessShewasaclassmistressherself,inWilleyGreenGrammarSchool,asshehadbeenforsomeyears'Iknow,'shesaid,'itseemslikethatwhenonethinksintheabstractButreallyimagineit:imagineanymanoneknows,imaginehimcominghometooneeveryevening,andsaying"Hello,"andgivingoneakiss'Therewasablankpause'Yes,'saidGudrun,inanarrowedvoice'It'sjustimpossibleThemanmakesitimpossible''Ofcoursethere'schildren'saidUrsuladoubtfullyGudrun'sfacehardened'DoyouREALLYwantchildren,Ursula'sheaskedcoldlyAdazzled,baffledlookcameonUrsula'sface'Onefeelsitisstillbeyondone,'shesaid'DOyoufeellikethat'askedGudrun'Igetnofeelingwhateverfromthethoughtofbearingchildren'GudrunlookedatUrsulawithamasklike,expressionlessfaceUrsulaknittedherbrows'Perhapsitisn'tgenuine,'shefaltered'Perhapsonedoesn'treallywantthem,inone'ssoulonlysuperficially'A第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网hardnesscameoverGudrun'sfaceShedidnotwanttobetoodefinite'Whenonethinksofotherpeople'schildren'saidUrsulaAgainGudrunlookedathersister,almosthostile'Exactly,'shesaid,toclosetheconversationThetwosistersworkedoninsilence,Ursulahavingalwaysthatstrangebrightnessofanessentialflamethatiscaught,meshed,contravenedShelivedagooddealbyherself,toherself,working,passingonfromdaytoday,andalwaysthinking,tryingtolayholdonlife,tograspitinherownunderstandingHeractivelivingwassuspended,butunderneath,inthedarkness,somethingwascomingtopassIfonlyshecouldbreakthroughthelastinteguments!Sheseemedtotryandputherhandsout,likeaninfantinthewomb,andshecouldnot,notyetStillshehadastrangeprescience,anintimationofsomethingyettocomeShelaiddownherworkandlookedathersisterShethoughtGudrunsoCHARMING,soinfinitelycharming,inhersoftnessandherfine,exquisiterichnessoftextureanddelicacyoflineTherewasacertainplayfulnessabouthertoo,suchapiquancyorironicsuggestion,suchanuntouchedreserveUrsulaadmiredherwithallhersoul'Whydidyoucomehome,Prune'sheaskedGudrunknewshewasbeingadmiredShesatbackfromherdrawingandlookedatUrsula,fromunderherfinelycurvedlashes'WhydidIcomeback,Ursula'sherepeated'Ihaveaskedmyselfathousandtimes''Anddon'tyouknow''Yes,IthinkIdoIthinkmycomingbackhomewasjustRECULERPOURMIEUXSAUTER'Andshelookedwithalong,slowlookofknowledgeatUrsula'Iknow!'criedUrsula,lookingslightlydazzledandfalsified,andasifshedidNOTknow'Butwherecanonejumpto''Oh,itdoesn'tmatter,'saidGudrun,somewhatsuperbly'Ifonejumpsovertheedge,oneisboundtolandsomewhere''Butisn'titveryrisky'askedUrsulaAslowmockingsmiledawnedonGudrun'sface'Ah!'shesaidlaughing'Whatisitallbutwords!'AndsoagainsheclosedtheconversationButUrsulawasstillbrooding第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网'Andhowdoyoufindhome,nowyouhavecomebacktoit'sheaskedGudrunpausedforsomemoments,coldly,beforeansweringThen,inacoldtruthfulvoice,shesaid:'Ifindmyselfcompletelyoutofit''Andfather'GudrunlookedatUrsula,almostwithresentment,asifbroughttobay'Ihaven'tthoughtabouthim:I'verefrained,'shesaidcoldly'Yes,'waveredUrsulaandtheconversationwasreallyatanendThesistersfoundthemselvesconfrontedbyavoid,aterrifyingchasm,asiftheyhadlookedovertheedgeTheyworkedoninsilenceforsometime,Gudrun'scheekwasflushedwithrepressedemotionSheresenteditshavingbeencalledintobeing'Shallwegooutandlookatthatwedding'sheaskedatlength,inavoicethatwastoocasual'Yes!'criedUrsula,tooeagerly,throwingasidehersewingandleapingup,asiftoescapesomething,thusbetrayingthetensionofthesituationandcausingafrictionofdisliketogooverGudrun'snervesAsshewentupstairs,Ursulawasawareofthehouse,ofherhomeroundaboutherAndsheloathedit,thesordid,toofamiliarplace!Shewasafraidatthedepthofherfeelingagainstthehome,themilieu,thewholeatmosphereandconditionofthisobsoletelifeHerfeelingfrightenedherThetwogirlsweresoonwalkingswiftlydownthemainroadofBeldover,awidestreet,partshops,partdwellinghouses,utterlyformlessandsordid,withoutpovertyGudrun,newfromherlifeinChelseaandSussex,shrankcruellyfromthisamorphousuglinessofasmallcollierytownintheMidlandsYetforwardshewent,throughthewholesordidgamutofpettiness,thelongamorphous,grittystreetShewasexposedtoeverystare,shepassedonthroughastretchoftormentItwasstrangethatsheshouldhavechosentocomebackandtestthefulleffectofthisshapeless,barrenuglinessuponherselfWhyhadshewantedtosubmitherselftoit,didshestillwanttosubmitherselftoit,theinsufferabletortureoftheseugly,meaninglesspeople,thisdefacedcountrysideShefeltlikeabeetletoilinginthedustShewasfilledwithrepulsionTheyturnedoffthemainroad,pastablackpatchofcommongarden,wheresootycabbagestumpsstoodshamelessNoonethoughttobeashamedNoonewasashamedofitall'Itislikeacountryinanunderworld,'saidGudrun'Thecolliersbringitabovegroundwiththem,shovelitupUrsula,it'smarvellous,it'sreallymarvellousit'sreallywonderful,anotherworldThepeopleareallghouls,andeverythingisghostlyEverythingisaghoulishreplicaoftherealworld,areplica,aghoul,allsoiled,everythingsordidIt'slikebeingmad,Ursula'第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网Thesisterswerecrossingablackpaththroughadark,soiledfieldOntheleftwasalargelandscape,avalleywithcollieries,andoppositehillswithcornfieldsandwoods,allblackenedwithdistance,asifseenthroughaveilofcrapeWhiteandblacksmokeroseupinsteadycolumns,magicwithinthedarkairNearathandcamethelongrowsofdwellings,approachingcurvedupthehillslope,instraightlinesalongthebrowofthehillTheywereofdarkenedredbrick,brittle,withdarkslateroofsThepathonwhichthesisterswalkedwasblack,troddeninbythefeetoftherecurrentcolliers,andboundedfromthefieldbyironfencesthestilethatledagainintotheroadwasrubbedshinybythemoleskinsofthepassingminersNowthetwogirlsweregoingbetweensomerowsofdwellings,ofthepoorersortWomen,theirarmsfoldedovertheircoarseaprons,standinggossipingattheendoftheirblock,staredaftertheBrangwensisterswiththatlong,unwearyingstareofaborigineschildrencalledoutnamesGudrunwentonherwayhalfdazedIfthiswerehumanlife,ifthesewerehumanbeings,livinginacompleteworld,thenwhatwasherownworld,outsideShewasawareofhergrassgreenstockings,herlargegrassgreenvelourhat,herfullsoftcoat,ofastrongbluecolourAndshefeltasifsheweretreadingintheair,quiteunstable,herheartwascontracted,asifatanyminuteshemightbeprecipitatedtothegroundShewasafraidSheclungtoUrsula,who,throughlongusagewasinuredtothisviolationofadark,uncreated,hostileworldButallthetimeherheartwascrying,asifinthemidstofsomeordeal:'Iwanttogoback,Iwanttogoaway,Iwantnottoknowit,nottoknowthatthisexists'YetshemustgoforwardUrsulacouldfeelhersuffering'Youhatethis,don'tyou'sheasked'Itbewildersme,'stammeredGudrun'Youwon'tstaylong,'repliedUrsulaAndGudrunwentalong,graspingatreleaseTheydrewawayfromthecollieryregion,overthecurveofthehill,intothepurercountryoftheotherside,towardsWilleyGreenStillthefaintglamourofblacknesspersistedoverthefieldsandthewoodedhills,andseemeddarklytogleamintheairItwasaspringday,chill,withsnatchesofsunshineYellowcelandinesshowedoutfromthehedgebottoms,andinthecottagegardensofWilleyGreen,currantbusheswerebreakingintoleaf,andlittleflowerswerecomingwhiteonthegreyalyssumthathungoverthestonewallsTurning,theypasseddownthehighroad,thatwentbetweenhighbankstowardsthechurchThere,inthelowestbendoftheroad,lowunderthetrees,stoodalittlegroupofexpectantpeople,waitingtoseetheweddingThedaughterofthechiefmineownerofthedistrict,ThomasCrich,wasgettingmarriedtoanavalofficer'Letusgoback,'saidGudrun,swervingaway'Thereareallthosepeople'Andshehungwaveringintheroad第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网'Nevermindthem,'saidUrsula,'they'reallrightTheyallknowme,theydon'tmatter''Butmustwegothroughthem'askedGudrun'They'requiteallright,really,'saidUrsula,goingforwardAndtogetherthetwosistersapproachedthegroupofuneasy,watchfulcommonpeopleTheywerechieflywomen,colliers'wivesofthemoreshiftlesssortTheyhadwatchful,underworldfacesThetwosistersheldthemselvestense,andwentstraighttowardsthegateThewomenmadewayforthem,butbarelysufficient,asifgrudgingtoyieldgroundThesisterspassedinsilencethroughthestonegatewayandupthesteps,ontheredcarpet,apolicemanestimatingtheirprogress'Whatpricethestockings!'saidavoiceatthebackofGudrunAsuddenfierceangersweptoverthegirl,violentandmurderousShewouldhavelikedthemallannihilated,clearedaway,sothattheworldwasleftclearforherHowshehatedwalkingupthechurchyardpath,alongtheredcarpet,continuinginmotion,intheirsight'Iwon'tgointothechurch,'shesaidsuddenly,withsuchfinaldecisionthatUrsulaimmediatelyhalted,turnedround,andbranchedoffupasmallsidepathwhichledtothelittleprivategateoftheGrammarSchool,whosegroundsadjoinedthoseofthechurchJustinsidethegateoftheschoolshrubbery,outsidethechurchyard,Ursulasatdownforamomentonthelowstonewallunderthelaurelbushes,torestBehindher,thelargeredbuildingoftheschoolroseuppeacefully,thewindowsallopenfortheholidayOvertheshrubs,beforeher,werethepaleroofsandtoweroftheoldchurchThesisterswerehiddenbythefoliageGudrunsatdowninsilenceHermouthwasshutclose,herfaceavertedShewasregrettingbitterlythatshehadevercomebackUrsulalookedather,andthoughthowamazinglybeautifulshewas,flushedwithdiscomfitureButshecausedaconstraintoverUrsula'snature,acertainwearinessUrsulawishedtobealone,freedfromthetightness,theenclosureofGudrun'spresence'Arewegoingtostayhere'askedGudrun'Iwasonlyrestingaminute,'saidUrsula,gettingupasifrebuked'Wewillstandinthecornerbythefivescourt,weshallseeeverythingfromthere'Forthemoment,thesunshinefellbrightlyintothechurchyard,therewasavaguescentofsapandofspring,perhapsofvioletsfromoffthegravesSomewhitedaisieswereout,brightasangelsIntheair,theunfoldingleavesofacopperbeechwerebloodredPunctuallyateleveno'clock,thecarriagesbegantoarriveTherewasastirinthecrowdatthegate,aconcentrationasacarriagedroveup,weddingguestsweremountingupthestepsandpassingalongtheredcarpettothechurchTheywereallgayandexcitedbecausethesunwasshining第页共页http:wwwencomcn原版英语阅读网Gudrunwatchedthemclosely,withobjectivecuriosityShesaweachoneasacompletefigure,likeacharacterinabook,orasubjectinapicture,oramarionetteinatheatre,afinishedcreationShelovedtorecognisetheirvariouscharacteristics,toplacethemintheirtruelight,givethemtheirownsurroundings,settlethemforeverastheypassedbeforeheralongthepathtothechurchSheknewthem,theywerefinished,sealedandstampedandfinishedwith,forherTherewasnonethathadanythingunknown,unresolved,untiltheCrichesthemselvesbegantoappearThenherinterestwaspiquedHerewassomethingnotquitesopreconcludedTherecamethemother,MrsCrich,withhereldestsonGeraldShewasaqueerunkemptfigure,inspiteoftheattemptsthathadobviouslybeenmadetobringherintolineforthedayHerfacewaspale,yellowish,withaclear,transparentskin,sheleanedforwardrather,herfeatureswerestronglymarked,handsome,withatense,unseeing,predativelookHercolourlesshairwasuntidy,wispsfloatingdownontohersaccoatofdarkbluesilk,fromunderherbluesilkhatShelookedlikeawomanwithamonomania,furtivealmost,butheavilyproudHersonwasofafair,suntannedtype,ratherabovemiddleheight,wellmade,andalmostexaggeratedlywelldressedButabouthimalsowasthestrange,guardedlook,theunconsciousglisten,asifhedidnotbelongtothesamecreationasthepeopleabouthimGudrunlightedonhimatonceTherewassomethingnorthernabouthimthatmagnetisedherInhisclearnorthernfleshandhisfairhairwasaglistenlikesunshinerefractedthroughcrystalsoficeAndhelookedsonew,unbroached,pureasanarcticthingPerhapshewasthirtyyearsold,perhapsmoreHisgleamingbeauty,maleness,likeayoung,goodhumoured,smilingwolf,didnotblindhertothesignificant,sinisterstillnessinhisbearing,thelurkingdangerofhisunsubduedtemper'Histotemisthewolf,'sherepeatedtoherself'Hismotherisanold,unbrokenwolf'Andthensheexperiencedakeenparoxyism,atransport,asifshehadmadesomeincrediblediscovery,knowntonobodyelseonearthAstrangetransporttookpossessionofher,allherveinswereinaparoxysmofviolentsensation'GoodGod!'sheexclaimedtoherself,'whatisthis'Andthen,amomentafter,shewassayingassuredly,'Ishallknowmoreofthatman'Shewastorturedwithdesiretoseehimagain,anostalgia,anecessitytoseehimagain,tomakesureitwasnotallamistake,thatshewasnotdeludingherself,thatshereallyfeltthisstrangeandoverwhelmingsensationonhisaccount,thisknowledgeofhiminheressence,thispowerfulapprehensionofhim'AmIREALLYsingledoutforhiminsomeway,istherereallysomepalegold,arcticlightthatenvelopesonlyustwo'sheaskedherselfAndshecouldnotbelieveit,sheremainedinamuse,scarcelyconsciousofwhatwasgoingonaroundThebridesmaidswerehere,andyetthebridegroomhadnotcomeUrsulawonderedifsomethingwasamiss,andiftheweddingwouldyetallgowrongShefelttroubled,asifitresteduponherThechiefbridesmaidshadarrivedUrsulawatchedthemcomeupthestepsOneofthemsheknew,atall,slow,reluctantwomanwithaweightoffairhairandapale,longfaceThiswasHermioneRoddice,afriendoftheCrichesNowshecamealong,withherheadheldup,balancinganenormousflathatofpaleyellowvelvet,onwhichwerestreaksofostrichfeathers,naturalandgreyShedriftedforwardasifscarce

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